lost angel

                            

     Infinite Emptiness is  always how I feel,

          Unstoppable tears always  covering                                                                       my eyes,

     Undying hatred wallowing my mind,

           cold blood flowing through my veins,

    Never, I feel the beating of my heart.

            

                            I always feel my agitated nerves, 

                                  Always trying to calm the blood running through my veins,

                                          Because it is running fast like a lava flowing down,

                                  I always feel like a volcano ready to explode.

                               

                                                Rough roads always on my path,

                                        My journey always Snowy and foggy,

                                              And at the end of the road, there's  a sign, 

                                                                       "Dead-end" .

                           

                                                  I'm always lost in my journey,

                                              But cannot stop until I find the "Sanctuary".

                                                Even though, obstacles comes my way,

                                                 The Journey  continue.....

                                

                            I can't remember the last time I saw the sun set,

                                    I didn't even remember the the first time I saw the sun shine,

                             Neither the first time I saw the depth of the ocean,

                                    The only  thing i remember is the first time I saw you.

                            When I look into your eyes, I saw a flickering light,

                                         It's like I saw the eyes of an angel, looking back at me,

                              I can't take off my eyes on you, even the smile on my face,

                                        And for the first time ever, I feel that I'll never be lost again.

                              

                                             You will be my compass through my Journey,

                                          You will be my guide to all my turns left or right,

                                               You will be my Map to all my routes,

                                               You will be my GPS, to all the roads ahead.

                                                Because of you, my life never again empty, 

                                               You dried the tears covering my eyes,

                                               and you heat the blood running through my veins,

                                              And finally, my heart beats again....

      

                                              I'm not an empty soul anymore,

                                              I'm not lost anymore.....

                                               I finally found my Angel,

                                               "My Sanctuary. "

          I dedicate this poem for my son and my angels, they are my inspiration. I made this poem in the middle of the night, with a moonlight coming through the window,  with a very silent night outside, ( nakakabinging katahimikan ika nga) I can't hear even the insects,probably they're already asleep, I only hear the sound of the wind and the sounds of the leaves and grass.